Hollyoaks (TV Series)

Episode #1.4664 (2017)

Rory Douglas-Speed: Joel Dexter

Quotes 

• Warren Fox : I thought I managed to talk some sense into ya. You broke that girl's heart.

  Joel Dexter (II) : I saved her life. I made a deal with God. I can't turn my back on that.

  Warren Fox : Have you heard yourself?

  Sienna Blake : Warren!

  [Turns to Joel] 

  Sienna Blake : How is Cleo?

  Joel Dexter (II) : Devastated.

  Warren Fox : Yeah. It's funny that.

  [Sees Shane] 

  Warren Fox : And now he shows up?

  Sienna Blake : Hey - Warren! Bart paid for Katy's life, okay, Shane's not worth the hassle.

  Warren Fox : [Nods and looks at Joel]  Yeah, I'm too busy cleaning up your mess.

• Warren Fox : [Shoves Joel into flat]  Get in there!

  Joel Dexter (II) : Look Cleo would say anything right now, she's just trying to cause trouble for me.

  Warren Fox : So it's one thing breaking her heart, but accusing her of lying?

  [Grabs Joel] 

  Warren Fox : You've got a dog collar around your neck for a reason!

  [Lets him go] 

  Warren Fox : Tell the truth. Were you back on drugs?

  [Joel looks down. Warren sighs] 

  Warren Fox : Have you got a death wish or something?

  Joel Dexter (II) : I'm weak Dad, and you know that.

  Warren Fox : Weak and stupid!

  Joel Dexter (II) : Whose fault do you think that is?

  Warren Fox : You're the one whose shoving that stuff into your body.

  Joel Dexter (II) : Well then how am I supposed to deal with it? The nightmares - Bart's face - right there every time I close my eyes.

  Warren Fox : That's on my conscience not yours!

  Joel Dexter (II) : I'm the reason he's dead, it's my fault.

  Warren Fox : [pauses]  Yeah? And how do you figure that?

  Joel Dexter (II) : Well - I'm the one who told you what he did.

  Warren Fox : YEAH! He gave my sister the drugs that killed her! He deserved everything he got.

  Joel Dexter (II) : No! No that isn't what happens, that is not normal.

  Warren Fox : It is in my world!

  Joel Dexter (II) : And look what it did to me! I was getting on that bike to get as far away from you as possible. I told Cleo that there was no hope for us if you were still in my life.

  Warren Fox : That's ridiculous.

  Joel Dexter (II) : You killed a man! It's as simple as that. You made me look his family in the eyes and tell them that he was still alive. That guilt - you know when I think about him - that grave - right now I can feel it. You know the emptiness, my hands shaking, my blood pumping, but when I took those drugs...

  Warren Fox : Taking drugs is not the answer.

  Joel Dexter (II) : This was supposed to be our second chance, a proper dad in my life for the first time ever. You turned me back into an addict and you made Katy one too!

  [Warren punches Joel, shoves him against wall] 

  Sienna Blake : Warren! Warren - Get off him.

  [Shoves Warren away] 

  Joel Dexter (II) : [Looks up scared]  I'm your son.

  Warren Fox : [Wide-eyed, looking between Sienna and Joel]  I'm sorry... I'm sorry.